February 2005 Challenge by Helen A: We've
seen that cupid is not exactly kind to these guys, so write a story featuring
one of the following: An unrequited love or secret crush, a jealous suitor out
for one of the guys' blood, or one or more of the Seven playing match-maker for
one of the others. Bonus points if Josiah plays an important role. That poor
guy just does not get enough to do!
Author’s Note: This is a sequel to my story Sunset. I decided
that I wanted to know a little bit more about the woman whom Ezra had loved and
lost.
A
Brand New Day
By
Helen Adams
"Those look like some deep thoughts.
Want to talk about it?"
Ezra Standish jumped slightly at the softly
spoken words, eyes blinking for a moment as he returned from a daydream to find
Josiah Sanchez gazing down at him with an amused expression. Mouth
twitching into a chagrined smile, he asked, "How long have you been
there?"
Josiah held up an empty beer bottle. "Long enough to finish this and order a replacement without
you noticing. Should I leave?"
"Of course not. Please sit down," he replied politely, gesturing
toward the other side of the booth. "Would you care for something to eat?
I’ve just ordered dinner."
Aware that Ezra’s deep-seated sense of
propriety would not allow him to eat, much less enjoy his meal, unless his
guest had something as well, Josiah whisked one of the
tiny paper menus out of a plastic holder and perused it. The selection wasn’t
extensive, mostly burgers and assorted Mexican dishes. "Strange, in all
the time I’ve been coming here for drinks or a game of pool after work, I’ve
never tried out the food," he commented. "Any
recommendations?"
"The chicken enchiladas are excellent.
Three kinds of cheese and enough chicken to guarantee that the poultry farmers
of America will be in business for some years to come," he responded with
a slight laugh.
Josiah smiled at Inez as she arrived with his
beer and a bowl of warm tortilla chips and salsa. "Evening, Senorita."
"Good evening, Josiah," the woman
said cordially. Nodding at the menu in his hand she asked, "May I get you
something?"
"Ezra was just telling me that your
enchiladas con pollo are not to be missed."
Inez drew up a bit at the compliment, clearly
pleased, and Josiah hid a smile. He wondered whether Ezra was even slightly
aware of how much his opinion meant to the bar owner. It was obvious that she
was interested in the genteel southerner but Ezra seemed to be the only member
of Team Seven who had never noticed. Even Buck Wilmington’s flirtation with the
pretty Mexican woman had lately taken on a salesmanlike quality whenever Ezra
happened to be in the vicinity, pointing out Inez’s beauty, intelligence and
sweetness at every possible opportunity. Ezra would smoothly agree with every
flattering comment, but never seemed inclined to follow up on them.
Realizing that Inez was still waiting for his
order, Josiah decided, "I’ll have a couple of those enchiladas with some
beans and rice on the side."
"And may I have another of these,
please?" Ezra added, rattling the ice in his otherwise empty cocktail
glass.
"Of course. I will bring them right out," she promised,
giving both men a smile before she whisked away to get the order.
Josiah frowned at the glass, having caught a
whiff of its former contents when Ezra had shaken it. "Are you drinking
tequila?" he asked in surprise.
"I am. Tequila sours, to be exact,"
the other man replied, smirking as he added, "Why; do you not approve of
coworkers imbibing on their day’s off?"
"It’s not that," he said quickly.
"Though I admit I’m a little surprised to see you in here by yourself on a
Saturday. I was just thinking that I’ve never seen you drink that stuff before.
Figured you didn’t like it."
Running his index finger along the lip of the
glass, Ezra studied it thoughtfully. "I don’t drink it very often. Somehow
tequila seems like it should be reserved for sunny beaches and tropical
locales."
Josiah glanced out the window and smiled.
"Well, Denver’s a little short on beach-front property, but it is sunny
out and I suppose that’s close enough."
Ezra smirked at the light joke. "Indeed, sunny enough for a walk down memory lane, at any
rate. As for my being here alone, I assumed everyone else would be
attending the barbecue Mr. Larabee is hosting this evening."
"A barbecue, to which you were
invited," Josiah reminded, shooting him a pointed look.
Ezra merely raised an eyebrow. "As were
you, I believe."
Josiah grinned. "True, but I already had
a commitment. Gardenia asked me to repaint the trim on her porch. I would’ve
rather gone to Chris’, but I’d already promised, and…"
"And you could hardly disappoint the
lady, particularly given that Mrs. Hutchins is just spirited enough to climb up
on a ladder and do the task by herself if you’d refused, despite her being
somewhere in the neighborhood of 80 years old," Ezra guessed. He had met
Josiah’s next door neighbor a couple of times while visiting and had found her
quite charming. Her habit of pinching Josiah’s cheek and calling the 54-year-old
criminal profiler a sweet boy gave the rest of the team endless teasing
ammunition.
"So, were you doing neighborly acts
today as well, or just feeling antisocial?" Josiah persisted, deliberately
keeping his tone light and teasing to disguise his worry that Ezra might have
been doing just that. The southern man had a history of backing away from his
friends when he most needed their support, and Josiah had noticed him acting
distant and distracted for several days. He had come to The Saloon on a hunch
when a call to Chris Larabee had revealed Ezra’s absence from the barbecue and
a call to the man’s own home had also gone unanswered.
A soft laugh met the question. "Worried
about me, were you?" Ezra asked, his tone
playful. "Afraid I’d decided to skulk off into the shadows to lick some
unseen wound?"
Josiah shrugged and gave him a smile, knowing
it would do no good to try and bluff his way out of answering. "Looks like
I need to brush up on my subtlety."
"I offer lessons every Tuesday at 8pm.
Only $50 an hour," Ezra returned, deadpan. "Finesse for $20
extra."
For a split second, Josiah wondered if he was
serious, then he caught the sly sparkle in the younger man’s jade eyes. They
both laughed and Ezra’s slightly tense posture relaxed.
"I suppose I was avoiding company
by coming here," he admitted abruptly, "but I’m glad you discovered
my whereabouts. I’ve been wrestling with a dilemma and have yet to reach any
sort of decision. Perhaps you can help me."
Pleased by the implied trust in that
statement, Josiah nodded. "I’ll do my best."
Instead of continuing, Ezra spent a few
moments absently munching the rapidly cooling tortilla chips in front of him.
Then, just when Josiah thought he had changed his mind, he quietly said,
"It concerns a…a matter of the…heart."
Surprised by the halting confession, Josiah
snagged a few chips from the basket and stuffed them in his mouth to buy
himself a moment to recover. "Can you be a bit more specific?"
Again, Ezra hesitated, then
asked softly, "Did I ever tell you I was engaged to be married? Back in
Atlanta, I mean." Thunderstruck, Josiah choked on his chips, coughing and
gasping until he knocked back a deep drink of his beer to recover. Ezra smiled
faintly. "I’ll take that as a, No."
"Forget subtlety," Josiah wheezed.
"You should give lessons in secrecy. I had no idea you’d even had a
girlfriend in Atlanta, much less a fiancee!"
Ezra bristled. "Well, thank you for that
vote of confidence, Mr. Sanchez. You realize, do you not, that I spent five
years in that city before I moved to Denver? Did you imagine I’d spent all of
that time living in a monastery, or simply believe that no woman in her right
mind would care to associate herself with me?"
"Whoa now, Ezra, that is not what I
meant and you know it," he countered with a hint of exasperation.
"It’s just that we’ve been friends for more than a year now and you’ve
never once mentioned leaving anyone special behind in Georgia. You caught me by
surprise."
The southerner’s expression remained
belligerent for a moment, then relaxed into a look of
chagrin. "I apologize for my outburst. It’s hardly your fault that I
haven’t been able to bring myself to mention her before, it’s just that…well,
I’m afraid I have something of a defensive instinct when it comes to that time
in my life."
"The relationship didn’t end well, I
take it," Josiah said, his tone considerably softened as he noted the
sadness filling Ezra’s expressive eyes.
Saving him from an immediate answer, Inez
chose that moment to return, balancing their dinners on a tray. Instantly
noting the tension at the table, she quickly distributed the hot plates and
Ezra’s fresh drink before asking hesitantly, "Is everything all
right?"
Manufacturing a smile, Ezra assured her,
"We’re fine, thank you. Would you mind seeing to it that Josiah’s meal is
added to my bill?"
Recognizing a dismissal when she heard it,
Inez gave a small nod and moved away again, shooting a worried glance back over
her shoulder.
"You didn’t have to do that,"
Josiah said, referring to both the bill and the brush-off.
Ezra, unsurprisingly, chose to respond only
to the literal meaning. "Consider it a return of the favor for your
psychological services."
Taking a sip of beer, Josiah shrugged.
"Just offering an open ear to a friend in need is all."
A genuine smile bloomed over Ezra’s face.
"And I do appreciate that. So, where were we?"
"You were going to tell me what happened
with your fiancee," Josiah reminded, keeping his tone deliberately
matter-of-fact. Momentarily distracted by the delicious burst of flavor that
exploded over his tongue as he bit into his enchilada, he exclaimed, "Mm!
That’s good."
Ezra likewise took a bite, nodding in
satisfaction as he swallowed it down and dabbed at his lips with a napkin. "As always." He took a few more bites, putting off
the need to discuss his past for a little bit longer.
Josiah respected the silent request for space
and spent a few minutes enjoying his own meal. It was not until Inez had
returned with their bill and once again departed that Ezra spoke again.
"Her name is Lindsey Iverson," he
said quietly. "We met three years ago at a party thrown by a mutual
friend, a colleague of mine at the FBI named Devon Whitmore."
Josiah nodded. "I’ve heard you mention
him before. He’s the friend who was injured saving your life, right?"
"That’s right," Ezra said, with a
regretful sigh. "We went through the Academy together and ended up working
in the same unit after graduation. We were on a bust together and Devon knocked
me out of the way of a rifle shot with a flying tackle. Saved me from getting
my head blown off but he took a bullet to the knee that ended his career as a
field agent."
"But you stayed friends," Josiah
stated.
Ezra smiled. "We did indeed. Dev always
joked that I owed him one for saving my life and that I was therefore required
to show up at every party his parents, who are quite the social-climbers by the
way, forced him to attend. I was to run interference any time I saw him
cornered by persistent marriage-minded females from whom he couldn’t escape
quickly enough due to his injury."
Watching Ezra laugh at the thought, Josiah
smiled. It was good to know that not every memory his friend had of Atlanta was
a bad one. "What, he wasn’t interested in milking sympathy from pretty
girls?"
Ezra laughed again. "Not unless they had
handsome unattached brothers tucked away somewhere."
The profiler chuckled and simply said,
"Ah."
"It had been quite the well-kept secret
when he was with the Bureau, but he quit after realizing that spending his life
manning a desk while the rest of us went out in the field was not for him.
After that it hardly mattered who knew about his personal proclivities, but
Devon preferred not to advertise them in public. And I must say that running
interference for him paid off rather well for me too. I may not have been in
quite the same social class as he, but many of the women who pursued Devon were
entirely willing to be distracted by his handsome FBI Agent friend." Ezra
grinned wickedly, clinking his glass against Josiah’s
beer when the other man laughed and raised his bottle in salute. Pausing for a
moment to take a sip, Ezra continued, "It seems strange now to think that
I almost didn’t go that night. I was buried in case work and didn’t feel that I
could spare the time, but I felt I owed it to Devon to make an appearance. I
was rather irritated to see him duck out of the party not five minutes after I
arrived, but decided that since I was already there, I might as well stay a
short while."
"Never knowing that you were about to
meet someone special," Josiah finished. "And if you had known how
differently your life would have gone if you had skipped the party and never
seen Lindsey, are you sorry you went?"
Ezra met his gaze squarely. "No, I’m
not. In spite of the pain that came with our breakup, I wouldn’t give back a
moment that I spent with her."
"Love at first sight?" Josiah
guessed.
The southerner laughed. "There was no
great melodramatic moment, if that’s what you’re asking. No electricity surging
across the room or crowds disappearing the moment our eyes met, no angels
singing or any other such nonsense." He paused, smiling as the memory
engulfed him for a moment. "There was simply a dance floor, music playing
and no one taking advantage of it. I picked a pretty face out of the crowd and
asked her if she’d care for a dance. Nothing earth-shaking or life-altering, at
least not then, but I liked her right from the very beginning. She has a smile
that’s impossible not to return and a laugh that made me feel warm
inside."
Josiah hitched his eyebrows. "Sounds
like a good formula for romance to me."
"I wonder if you would have thought so
if you could’ve heard us," Ezra mused with a light chuckle. "We spent
that entire dance whispering a series of rather cutting observations about all
of the self-impressed people surrounding us. Really, we were quite uncivilized,
but by the end of that dance, we were laughing and chatting together like the
oldest of friends. We danced several more times over the course of the evening, and by the end I had asked for and been granted a
dinner date. By the time a month went by we were being considered a steady item
by nearly everyone who knew us."
Nodding, the older man asked, "How long
until you became engaged?"
"We had been dating for about fourteen
months before I asked her to marry me." Seeing Josiah’s look of surprise,
Ezra nodded in understanding. "Quite a delay considering our start, I
know, but I wanted to be sure. I felt that if we could last an entire year
together, then it would be a sign that we were meant to be. I thought it was
true love."
The southerner’s suddenly defeated tone drew
a grunt from Josiah. "Seems to me that it was, at least
on your part."
"Believe it or not, that was the longest
continuous relationship I’ve ever had with anyone. Part of me kept trying to
back off, to keep Lin at a safe distance, but it never worked. I just couldn’t
get enough of being with her." Ezra shook his head ruefully. "I know
it sounds like a horrible cliché but everything in my life seemed better when I
was with her. More fun, more meaningful, more exciting…just,
more." He sighed softly. "As long as she had faith in me, I
didn’t need anyone else. I could put up with anything that was done, or said,
or implied about me."
Josiah’s breath caught, knowing that Ezra was
referring to the accusations that had nearly ruined his career. "Don’t
tell me she believed the lies," he said, heart aching for the torment he
knew the woman’s lack of trust would have put his friend through.
"Yes," Ezra whispered, taking a
drink to fortify himself against the memories. A faint
smile flickered across his lips as he met the other man’s eyes, reassured by
the certainty he saw in their depths that Josiah did believe that those rumors
had indeed been nothing but lies. "Lindsey’s parents are quite well-to-do
and extremely influential in the state. They quickly made up their minds that I
was nothing but a gold-digger, mining wealth and information from any source I
came into contact with, including, and especially, their daughter. They made it
quite clear from the moment the first breath of scandal reached them that I was
no longer welcome in their company. It took Lindsey a while longer to share
their sentiments but I suppose that between the pressure at home and my
escalating social decline, her lack of confidence in me was
understandable."
"No, it wasn’t," Josiah stated
firmly. Ezra blinked in surprise, encouraging Josiah to press his point.
"If she truly knew you; if she loved you, then she should have known that
you would never do anything as reprehensible as selling out the lives of your
own men for money. If someone made a claim like that to me, or Chris, or
Nathan, or any of the others, we’d laugh in that person’s face then give their
ass a helpful boot out the door. If Lindsey believed those stories, then she
didn’t know you, and she certainly didn’t deserve you."
Ezra swallowed, fighting to keep the emotion
Josiah’s firm words had brought out of his expression. "That’s what she
said," he muttered.
Brought up short by the unexpected comment,
Josiah blurted, "What?"
Ezra’s eyes lifted to meet his face for a
moment, then dropped back down to stare into his
drink. "She called me last week. I’m not sure how she found me, but I
suspect my mother may have had something to do with it. She always liked Lin.
Or at least" he amended with a soft snort, "she liked the idea of
being directly related to the Iverson fortune."
"What did she say?" Josiah pressed.
"Lindsey, I mean."
"Not much. That she needed to apologize.
That she had been wrong to believe I would ever turn my back on the things I’d
worked so hard for. That she was sorry she had taken her parents’ fears to
heart and let herself be influenced against me."
"Do you believe she means it?"
Josiah asked carefully.
A deep sigh answered the question, even
before he spoke. "I want to. Call me a fool if you will, but a part of me
still loves her, still wants-" Ezra stopped, embarrassed to complete the
thought.
"Happily ever after," Josiah
finished. At Ezra’s pained look, he smiled. "I’m the last person to
condemn you for that. After all, look at how long I spent dreaming about Emma
DuBonet, a woman I’d only known for a few weeks when I was in college."
An amused grimace twisted Ezra’s lips.
"Well, considering how well that turned out for you, perhaps I should
consider myself warned and avoid the risk."
"Of doing what?" Josiah pressed. "Of getting
back together? Of taking a chance on loving
again?"
"Of just meeting her,
to begin with. She’s going to be
in town this week and I’ve been asked to have dinner with her, to talk. Part of
me is dying to see her again and another part, the cowardly part, I suppose, is
praying for a sudden deep-cover assignment so that I’ll have a legitimate
excuse not to." He sighed again. "I don’t know what to do."
Josiah brought his elbows up to rest on the
table, steepling his index fingers over his lips as he considered the matter
from both sides. On the one hand, this woman had obviously caused his friend
great pain and had the potential to rip open the scars she had left and set his
heart bleeding once again. On the other, it was clear that Ezra still carried
deep feelings for her and there was a chance that she felt the same and was
truly sorry for her actions in Atlanta. As he pondered, Josiah’s eyes were
drawn across the room to where Inez Recillos was mixing drinks at the bar. It
seemed that there was a legitimate reason for Ezra’s lack of reaction to a
woman he openly acknowledged as being likable and attractive. The man had been
hurt badly and was now shying away from any chance of going through that pain
again. Josiah nodded, knowing what he had to do.
"You’ve got to go," he said with
certainty. "One way or another, you’ve got to move on. Maybe you’ll work
things out with Lindsey or maybe you’ll discover that she’s not what you need
after all, but either way you deserve the chance to put what happened in the
past behind you."
For a moment, Ezra stared at him. Then he
knocked back the last of his drink and turned the glass slowly in his hands.
"Tequila sours are Lindsey’s favorite drink. She introduced me to them
during a trip we took to Mexico. I’ve never much cared for the flavor of
tequila, but I came to like these for the memories they invoked." Setting
the glass down he added, "I learned to avoid them for the same reason.
Perhaps I’ve also avoided facing the past for too long."
Without another word, he rose and reached
into his pocket, pulling out enough money to pay for the meal, the drinks and a
generous tip. Nodding his head to Josiah, he pivoted gracefully and walked out
of the bar.
~*~*~*~*~
They had agreed to meet at six p.m. at a
small restaurant a block from Lindsey’s hotel, the location ideal for its
intimate setting and lack of emotional association. Having been unable to
escape from work promptly at 5:00 as he had planned, Ezra was running a bit
late. He had driven home slightly faster than the law allowed and gotten
cleaned up in record time, but then had paused for several long minutes in
front of his open closet door, trying to decide what to wear. The restaurant
was casual but he had suddenly desperately wanted to make a good impression.
Finally, shooting a frustrated glance at his watch, he had chosen a pair of
dark blue slacks and a cream colored cashmere sweater that he knew looked
particularly good on him, and which, not incidentally, Lindsey had bought him
as a gift. Nervously checking to make sure he had his wallet, keys and
cell-phone, he had headed for the restaurant, anticipation and dread combining
to make his stomach knot the entire way.
So now, here he was. The time was 6:10; he
had made it safely to the parking lot, turned off the car and found that he
couldn’t move any further. "Just go in," he told himself. "You
don’t have to stay long. Just say hello, let her apologize face to face, and go
home."
Still, he made no move to leave the car. Five
more minutes crawled by. Finally, slowly, he reached into his pocket and pulled
out his wallet. Tucked in the very back was a slightly crinkled snapshot.
Pulling it out, he studied it closely. He had taken the photo during the week
he and Lindsey had spent on a beach in Mexico. In the photo, Lindsey wore a
dark green bathing suit and sunglasses, her long wavy brown hair hanging in a
simple braid down her back. Her fine boned face was tilted up to catch the
sun’s rays and she was laughing and waving a hand. Ezra smiled at the sight of
the freckles that dotted her cheeks, remembering how much she had hated those
little blemishes. He had always found them charming, liking the way they
somehow made the fun-loving sparkle in her light brown eyes seem even more
mischievous. She had said they made her look like a tomboy. But then, Lin had
never been able to understand how lovely she was to him. He remembered how she
had begged him not to take a picture of her in her bathing suit, saying that
she was too fat. She had always believed that she needed to lose five or ten
extra pounds, but while her figure was slightly too generous to be
called slender, his hands tingled at the memory of stroking over those soft,
tantalizing curves.
Ezra sighed gustily. While rather pleasant,
this little trip down memory lane was doing nothing to calm his nerves and he
supposed that Lindsey was probably getting a little annoyed by now if she had
been as punctual as usual. "Make up your mind," he muttered.
"Are you going to be a coward and stand her up, or just suck it up and get
in there?"
Well, he never had liked being called a
coward…even by himself. Before he could change his mind, Ezra flung open the
car door and jumped out, locking it in mid-stride with his remote as he moved
toward the restaurant door.
He hesitated again as he entered, seeing
Lindsey sitting at the bar waiting. She looked very pretty in a casual brown
flowered skirt and olive green blouse with high-heeled brown leather boots, her
expression calm and composed. For a moment, Ezra envied her lack of nerves.
Then he noticed that she was staring at her hands and picking nail polish away
from her cuticles. He grinned at the small ‘tell’, realizing that she felt as
nervous as he did.
"You know, you shouldn’t pick your
nails," he said by way of greeting as he walked up to her. "It’s not
good for them."
She smiled. "And you should learn how to
be on time. It’s rude to keep people waiting."
They each laughed, the familiarity of the old
arguments setting them both at ease. Ezra laid a quick kiss upon her cheek.
"It’s good to see you, Lin."
"It’s good to see you too." She
studied him for a long moment. "You look great, Ezra. Different
somehow."
"Funny, I was just thinking that you
hadn’t changed at all," he replied softly, taking one of her hands in both
of his. "Still as beautiful as I remember."
"Flatterer. I’m glad you came. I really wasn’t sure you would
after the way I last treated you in Atlanta."
A soft snort escaped him. "Still direct
as ever, I see." It had always been one of the qualities he appreciated
most about her, her candor refreshing to him after a lifetime spent steeped in
one sort of pretense or another. Now, however, he found it slightly unnerving.
Lindsey ducked her head. "I’m sorry.
I’ve been running this moment through my mind for hours, trying to imagine just
what I’d say to you." She wrinkled her nose ruefully. "Somehow,
blurting out something hurtful the second I opened my mouth wasn’t in the
script."
Ezra grinned, somehow enjoying the moment.
"It’s actually rather comforting to know that you’re as disconcerted by
this situation as I am. I’d hate to think you had no regrets at all, after
everything we’d been through together." Noticing a waiter giving them an
inquiring look, Ezra gestured toward him. "What do you say we sit down and
try having this conversation a bit more civilly, over dinner?"
"Ever the sensible man," she
quipped with a smile. Taking the hand he offered, she slid down off the
barstool. "Lead the way, sir."
The next hour passed by like a pleasant
dream, filled with laughter, catching up, and plenty of do-you-remembers. In
some ways it was like no time had passed between them at all, and in other ways
it was like a first date with a stranger. It was not until they had ordered
dessert that things took a more serious turn.
"I am so very sorry for what happened,
Ezra. Do you know how many nights I’ve spent awake, just hating myself for the
pain I know I put you through?" Lindsey asked him sadly. "There’s no
excuse for what I did. I mean, you always had a little bit of a larcenous
streak in you, but that was just part of who you were. In all the time I knew
you, I never once saw you do a truly dishonorable thing. I don’t know how I
could have let my parents convince me that you would take payoffs from the very
men you took such pleasure in getting off the streets."
Ezra had opened his mouth, intending to tell
her he understood, that the past was the past and he had moved beyond it, but
somehow the words just wouldn’t come. "I don’t know either, Lin."
They stared at each for a long moment until,
eyes brimming, she finally said, "There are no second chances, are
there?"
"For some things there are," he
replied, thinking of Josiah, Chris, Buck, JD, Vin and
Nathan, and the place they had opened within the ranks of their team and
brotherhood for him. Meeting Lindsey’s emotion-bright eyes, he said softly,
"But for others, I guess there never can be."
She closed her eyes, causing a tear to slide
down one cheek. "I suppose I knew that, even before I came here."
Drawing a deep breath, she brushed away the tear and gave him a gentle smile.
"I never asked before. Is there someone new in your life?"
"No, there isn’t," he said
honestly, then hesitated a moment, "but…I sometimes think that maybe there
could be."
Understanding his meaning at once, Lindsey
reached across the table and captured his hand. "I wish things had been
different for us, but please don’t let what happened in the past prevent you
from taking a chance now. This woman, whoever she is, just might give you the
happiness you deserve." She squeezed his hand, ignoring the new tears
following the path of the first. "Please don’t let me be the reason you
never find out."
Ezra swallowed hard to be able to speak past
the lump in his throat. Leaning forward, he brushed his lips over her knuckles.
"Thank you, darlin’. For this and for all the wonderful times we had
together. I wish you equal or greater happiness in the future."
Laughing weakly as she gave a wet sniffle,
Lindsey dabbed at her eyes with a napkin. "I think maybe you’d better go
now, before I really become a mess."
Nodding, he reached for the leather case
holding their bill, which had been dropped off with dessert. Blocking his
intent with her hand, Lindsey shook her head. "My invitation,
remember?" Stopping his automatic protest, she added, "I owe you this
one."
Ezra rose and cupped a gentle hand over her
cheek, thumbing away the residue of her tears. He bent down, taking one last
sweet kiss. "Goodbye, Lindsey."
"Goodbye, Ezra."
As he walked away, he thought about all that
he had lost, surprised to realize that the memory did not hurt nearly as much
as it once had. Reaching his car, he took one last long look at the restaurant,
realizing that a chapter in his life had finally closed.
Pulling out his cell phone, Ezra dialed a
familiar number as he got in and started the engine. "Hello, Josiah. Yes.
No, it went fine actually. Listen, do you think we could meet somewhere? I
think I’d like to talk for a while..."
The
End
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